http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ywsUMuT60wM

watch the video. really touching. (: we're so gifted just to be alive. hard to relate to it though, so sometimes watching videos that would portray an alternative pov helps. life is a fatal disease, but if the way you live it isn't compromised by factors you can't control, you're lucky enough.

i swear i'm rapidly losing weight the past few days. i already lost tons of fluid. blood and phlegm. gross. and i'm hardly eating. duh, why waste time eating when you can be doing math? or blogging. haha. ahh i'm feeling sicker than ever. i'm not getting any better. ): 2.4km? maybe i can bid it goodbye. my 2.4's seriously jinxed this year. postponed thrice already. sigh. and layam. and singing. can't anyone understand my state of health? i know my responsibilities but i don't want to compromise my health for it. i won't be surprised if i end up in the hospital in a few days. choy. but still. the rate it's going.

please, if you can't help, at least understand.

okay back to math. good luck to all. (:

//ouch. much.